retrogrades: (❝angry❞◂could not describe that feeling)
chihiro shindou. ( 新藤 千尋 ) ([personal profile] retrogrades) wrote2011-04-13 03:57 pm

Story 18 ✐ video〚au!discedo〛

[The view is dark and it's hard to make out Chihiro's shape, but from the unsteady view it's obvious that she's shaking. From what you can see of her face, she looks... well, she looks terrified.]

I-If... if you were going to, um, k-kill yourself. What do you think the... best method would be?

[Further away you can hear someone call, "Sis, it's time for dinner!" It startles her, but once that passes her expression changes to... something almost angry.]

After all, it's not like I can stay here, right?

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[identity profile] asideglance.livejournal.com 2011-04-16 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Chihiro-san. This life is surely false.

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[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2011-04-16 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
How can I believe that?! My family--they may not really be "my" family, but they love the Chihiro of here as much as my real family. I can't just believe those feelings are a lie.

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[identity profile] asideglance.livejournal.com 2011-04-18 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
They are as real as emotions from one dream figure to another. But it does not matter. We are not meant to be here. We were not meant to see such things. Such things should not exist. That is my belief.

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[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2011-04-18 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
You're saying these people... shouldn't exist?

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[identity profile] asideglance.livejournal.com 2011-04-19 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
I do not recall this life, so something is strange.

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[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2011-04-19 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Is that how it is...? [SO UNSURE OF EVERYTHING CAN YOU FEEL IT]

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[identity profile] asideglance.livejournal.com 2011-04-19 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
I believe so. [SO SYMPATHETICALLY]

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[identity profile] asideglance.livejournal.com 2011-04-22 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
...I am sure you will sort your thoughts.

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[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2011-04-22 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose I'll have to. We don't have too long after all, right? [But she smiles, albeit a bit weakly.]