retrogrades: ((etc) this is me disintegrating)
chihiro shindou. ( 新藤 千尋 ) ([personal profile] retrogrades) wrote2010-09-22 06:29 pm

Story 05 ✐ video/action

There's no... point in... any of this!

[Chihiro starts tearing pages out of her beloved diary, scattering them across her room. To be honest though, the room itself isn't in great shape--what should be a nice, neat, impossibly orderly room is now a terrible mess.

She stops suddenly though, as if realizing what she's doing.]


W-What am I doing?! I have to... put them back... right?

[Her hands are trembling as she struggles to collect the scattered pages, as if fighting something off, but in the end she can't help it, and she throws them all across the room again. Crying now, she heads for her door and runs.]

Why am I alone?!

[ooc: Chihiro is heading out of Marshall and towards Latimir! Feel free to run into here. \o/ Also, because I forgot last time--Chihiro now has a CR page! Go ahead and comment if you've talked to her before. Or, if you're already on the list, want me to change the icon... or something. Yeah.]

[identity profile] pursuestruth.livejournal.com 2010-09-23 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you all right? You're not alone.

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
I'm alri-- No, I'm not alright, but I'm sure I never will be. I'm afraid you're wrong though, mister, I'm very, very much alone.

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Because it's true, of course.

[identity profile] pursuestruth.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
And what makes you say that's true? There are people here who are willing to help you; you're not alone here.

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Not remembering them is the same as being alone.

[identity profile] pursuestruth.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Why don't you remember? Did something happen?

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-25 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
The same thing that's been happening for years! I meet someone, I try to remember them, then I forget.

[identity profile] pursuestruth.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Why do you forget? I doubt the other person would just forget about you. It doesn't work like that.

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-26 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
But even if they remember me, it won't matter! I won't be happy being known by someone I no longer know!