retrogrades: ((etc) this is me disintegrating)
chihiro shindou. ( 新藤 千尋 ) ([personal profile] retrogrades) wrote2010-09-22 06:29 pm

Story 05 ✐ video/action

There's no... point in... any of this!

[Chihiro starts tearing pages out of her beloved diary, scattering them across her room. To be honest though, the room itself isn't in great shape--what should be a nice, neat, impossibly orderly room is now a terrible mess.

She stops suddenly though, as if realizing what she's doing.]


W-What am I doing?! I have to... put them back... right?

[Her hands are trembling as she struggles to collect the scattered pages, as if fighting something off, but in the end she can't help it, and she throws them all across the room again. Crying now, she heads for her door and runs.]

Why am I alone?!

[ooc: Chihiro is heading out of Marshall and towards Latimir! Feel free to run into here. \o/ Also, because I forgot last time--Chihiro now has a CR page! Go ahead and comment if you've talked to her before. Or, if you're already on the list, want me to change the icon... or something. Yeah.]

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
But you'd leave, and I'd forget, and you'll be sad or mad but I won't because I won't have the memory to.

So in the end I'm alone, the same as always.

[identity profile] baka-jyanai.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
... I don't get it. Why can't I just be with you?

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Because in the end it won't matter! There's no point if I won't remember! It'll just be hard for both of us!

[identity profile] baka-jyanai.livejournal.com 2010-09-24 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
But... but...

NO! I won't accept that! I'll just be with you every day and make new memories!

[identity profile] baka-jyanai.livejournal.com 2010-09-25 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
I am not! I'd do anything for my friends!

[identity profile] allephoria.livejournal.com 2010-09-25 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
I don't believe you! I can't!

[identity profile] baka-jyanai.livejournal.com 2010-09-25 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
...

Well fine. Believe or don't. But I'm still gonna do it.